Kymmil#08. The eight stands for infinity..just like our love for each other.
It's not our monthsary, or his birthday, there's no special occasion. I know it's past 12 so I should be sleeping by now because ..Hal always tells me to sleep before 12 but I have to do this because I feel that it's really important.
. It's amazing isn't it how time is so slow yet so fast? Here I am in Philippines looking through my white box filled with our bits and pieces of our time together. It makes me miss you even more than I already do. I miss spending everyday, every hour, every minute, every second with you. It's because you make me happy all the time. Thank you for that. I am so thankful to have you here with me. Ever since you got in my life I felt that my world was finally complete.
It is so hard being far away from you but I know we'll make it because we're stronger than ever. I admit that it took long for me to completely trust you but I do now. You've never broken my heart and I know you never will. When I needed you the most you were there for me, you were on my side protecting me and I felt like crying because I realized you would really do anything for me; and I would do anything for you too. I never want to lose you ..Hal because if I do then I might as well lose myself. We always give up on our pride just because we love each other.
We've been through so much together already and those moments are all special to me. I remembered telling you how sweet it would be to get a ring and you did for our anniversary. And when we had a fight you apologize to me in our spot with 3 red beautiful carnations. There was the time you gave me a rose on Valentine's Day and even though we were cashless you manage to make it such a simple yet romantic day. Then the sunflower on my farewell party which I was so suprised and kiligs. Then there are the small yet beautiful things you do for me like stroking my hair on sleepy days in the bus, hugging me while staring at our reflection in the bus, waiting for me when I had cheerleading practice, buying me chocolate 'Mars' almost every single day and calling me every single day. Also how you ditch your friends (kidding) just to be with me.. I am thankful for all the time you spend just for me. We've been through a lot and I am grateful to have you go through all that with you.
You're an amazing guy. I am so inlove with you. I just want to take this time to let the whole world know that I am inlove with Emiljon L. Padua.
Life without love is no life at all. | 
